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Full Name :Maria Esperanza Camua Dayrit

Ambition :Great chef and a Doctor

School :University of Santo Tomas represent!

Birthday :October 28, 1993
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I dont know what to say.
Though its hard, we have to do it because its the right thing.
Why does the thing that you want is always at odds with what's right? Life always gives you a decision. To either make it or break it. Decisions scare the hell out of me. It scares me because of the consequences that might follow. Im scared that when i finally decided on something, i will regret it or even worse, not stand by my decision.

Im scared right now. And i dont know how to deal with that. But somehow im feeling better. Slowly but surely. Im not wasting my time grieving. Im using the time that i have to focus on something more important. And that is myself. I need to have the old me. Someone who does not care what other people think, someone who believes in herself, someone who perceives life in a different aspect, in a more positive way. I dont know what happened but somewhere along the line i lost that part of me. I became MORE insecure than ever. I became unsure of everything. Even with my relationship. I know that it is my fault that i am in this situation.

At first i could not accept that we really have to be like this in order to get things right. But as days pass by, little by little i understood that what we did is right. That what i needed is just time. Time to find myself. Time to believe in myself again. For other people 2 days is a short time for pondering. But for me, that 2 days that i had made an impact in my situation more than ever. it made me realize so many things. It opened my eyes to the truth that i really need to be the right person first. And that's what i'm doing right now. Being the right person first before finding the right person for me. Though i dont need any manhunt for that because i KNOW that i've already found him. And i hope and pray to God that he would wait for me to get back. Because let's be frank. Its hard to resist ourselves to the temptations that this world is offering to us. I just pray to God to give him the patience that he needs and to give him the will in order for him to wait for me. Yes they say that "If its meant to be, it will be." pero kasi i know in my mind and in my heart that he is the right guy. I just know it. I wish that he feels that way too about me.
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Time

I dont know what to say.

Though its hard, we have to do it because its the right thing.

Why does the thing that you want is always at odds with what's right? Life always gives you a decision. To either make it or break it. Decisions scare the hell out of me. It scares me because of the consequences that might follow. Im scared that when i finally decided on something, i will regret it or even worse, not stand by my decision.

Im scared right now. And i dont know how to deal with that. But somehow im feeling better. Slowly but surely. Im not wasting my time grieving. Im using the time that i have to focus on something more important. And that is myself. I need to have the old me. Someone who does not care what other people think, someone who believes in herself, someone who perceives life in a different aspect, in a more positive way. I dont know what happened but somewhere along the line i lost that part of me. I became MORE insecure than ever. I became unsure of everything. Even with my relationship. I know that it is my fault that i am in this situation.

At first i could not accept that we really have to be like this in order to get things right. But as days pass by, little by little i understood that what we did is right. That what i needed is just time. Time to find myself. Time to believe in myself again. For other people 2 days is a short time for pondering. But for me, that 2 days that i had made an impact in my situation more than ever. it made me realize so many things. It opened my eyes to the truth that i really need to be the right person first. And that's what i'm doing right now. Being the right person first before finding the right person for me. Though i dont need any manhunt for that because i KNOW that i've already found him. And i hope and pray to God that he would wait for me to get back. Because let's be frank. Its hard to resist ourselves to the temptations that this world is offering to us. I just pray to God to give him the patience that he needs and to give him the will in order for him to wait for me. Yes they say that "If its meant to be, it will be." pero kasi i know in my mind and in my heart that he is the right guy. I just know it. I wish that he feels that way too about me.

Labels: faith, hope, love