Okay. its already march 5. and since the month of march started, wala pa ring nangyayaring maganda sa buhay ko :| Family problems, insecurities, academics, trust issues, low self esteem. and so much more :| i just feel so restless and emotional these days. Nakakafrustrate lang. i hope tomorrow's gonna be alright na.

I just watched Ps i love you kanina, i still cried even though i watched it for the third time already. Gerard Butler's character was so sweet, it hurts to know that there will be really a time that our loved ones will leave us. that thought made me wonder, "Will i be ready when that time comes?" Nakakatakot isipin :| Its scary to even think that i wouldn't see them anymore, to think that i wouldn't be able to hold their hand or to think that i wouldn't have the chance to say goodbye.

Its hard to lose someone, especially when that someone means the world to you. It could be your mother, father, a brother or sister, a close friend, grandparents, boyfriend/girlfriend or even your pet. Haaaaaaaay :|

PARANOID :|